Free.....

I feel kind of bad for Mr. Haymaker because he never got the chance to pursue his dream and passion of art and architecture.  Also, because it seems like he sold himself short when marrying Mrs. Haymaker.  Sure he may have liked her back then, but I don't feel like he ever fully loved her at all.  Plus, he settled with her at such a young age that he didn't get to have fun it seemed like.  However, I feel a little bad for Mrs. Haymaker cause while she does everything to make her husband happy, he still secretly doesn't want to be with her.  He's becoming some what cynical about him not getting his freedom, but then sounds almost sympathetic and sad when he hears that there is a possibility of a transfusion.  It seemed that he felt guilty for thinking all the horrible, dark thoughts, but then he still liked the idea of being free.  In reality, the only thing he was free for now was that he is now free to die.